So, I had a blue-esque sort of a day. If you've known me for say, 20 years or so, this will be no surprise to you whatsoever. If you've known me for a year, you'll wonder what went wrong. Nothing at all, I say. Just because I used to be the girl who cried for a hobby and because I'm now the girl who laughs just as much as she used to cry -- maybe more -- doesn't mean I have to be popsicles and sunshine all day every day. Get off my back, already, dammit.
Heh. Just kidding on that last bit.
I really did have a blue moment or twelve, but then I remembered that a little bit of blue never killed anyone, and was glad to have a little rain on the sand. Raindrops falling heavily, without violence, and with purpose. And the desert was happy to have the moisture. (That's where the flowers grow later.)
Additionally, I remembered the following things, which always help:
- Beth, my VBF
- Matt
- Lola
- Allie
- Christel
- Dande
- Jenny Fines Cox
- Dad
- Mom
- The Fig
- Jacob, Chloe, Seth, Jude, and Simon
- Freedom
- Music
- Polenta
- Words!!!
- Work
- Play
- Chocolate
- New neighbors
- Family history
- Possibilities
Balance is not so bad.
Love you, mean it.
7 comments:
i always get a special feeling when i think of the fig too.
momma like!
but momma LOVE you!
itty bitty freaking moo, baby.
more like a moo-ette?
how bout you be blue... and ill be yellow and we can make green?
like uh.... OLIVES! in dirty marties.
how much MORE do i love Pears for loving the word "inkling"?
yeah, i know.
Blue soon turns to green, then to yellow and sometimes red! I know something about rainbows. I want to make your list within a year, btw... love you!
i have so much to say .....
and i love you too
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