Monday, May 2

Me, with the love.

So, I had a blue-esque sort of a day. If you've known me for say, 20 years or so, this will be no surprise to you whatsoever. If you've known me for a year, you'll wonder what went wrong. Nothing at all, I say. Just because I used to be the girl who cried for a hobby and because I'm now the girl who laughs just as much as she used to cry -- maybe more -- doesn't mean I have to be popsicles and sunshine all day every day. Get off my back, already, dammit.

Heh. Just kidding on that last bit.

I really did have a blue moment or twelve, but then I remembered that a little bit of blue never killed anyone, and was glad to have a little rain on the sand. Raindrops falling heavily, without violence, and with purpose. And the desert was happy to have the moisture. (That's where the flowers grow later.)

Additionally, I remembered the following things, which always help:

  • Beth, my VBF
  • Matt
  • Lola
  • Allie
  • Christel
  • Dande
  • Jenny Fines Cox
  • Dad
  • Mom
  • The Fig
  • Jacob, Chloe, Seth, Jude, and Simon
  • Freedom
  • Music
  • Polenta
  • Words!!!
  • Work
  • Play
  • Chocolate
  • New neighbors
  • Family history
  • Possibilities

Balance is not so bad.

Love you, mean it.

7 comments:

Allie said...

i always get a special feeling when i think of the fig too.

momma like!

but momma LOVE you!

christelpistol said...

itty bitty freaking moo, baby.




more like a moo-ette?

christelpistol said...

how bout you be blue... and ill be yellow and we can make green?


like uh.... OLIVES! in dirty marties.

christelpistol said...

how much MORE do i love Pears for loving the word "inkling"?


yeah, i know.

Anonymous said...

Blue soon turns to green, then to yellow and sometimes red! I know something about rainbows. I want to make your list within a year, btw... love you!

Allie said...

i have so much to say .....

and i love you too

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